Now i have only one regret in life.
And that is over the last three years having deliberately headed off to different horizons, my job done as best i could. A failed attempt to full time for 14 years attempt to get those who may to help bridge to a damaged lass, I had no idea just how dishonourable the English had become and nobody even asks you as a traveller to come for a cuppa.
Which i don't need, as i am only ever self contained. But i had wished to improve and work on various web pages etc but that requires battery.
In lieu of that cuppa coffee perhaps.
BUt no...it is all charm and acedia everywhere..
Twenty years ago this was released to the public. I am the best 'energy' person in the world but there was no point bothering.
https://www.simonclayton2020.com/
Suffice to say i IMAGINED an actual correct interpretation of 2006 law BECAUSE i read lots of good books. Novels...
ALL the legal experts said to me - even 'activists' against opressive state law, their law (that caused me to be High Court gagged for NO good reason) was correct as it was. But with NO knowledge of the laew at all, quite alone, i IMAGINED it actually was not a correct application of law in the round...
And the highest court in the land ended up agreeing i WAS RIGHT
being able to stand back and imagine objective truth ONLY comes years of lapping up loads of half decent novels...
Sorry, FACT... even if that is not very nice for the parents of the majority these days who seem to love labelling themselves 'dyslexic'. As i would have been myself if i were 16 again....
nope...persist..and NEED to read as you know that socierty is weird and not quite as it pretends...and eventually the brain wires the right way up...
The last 6 mths i have returned to my lifelong thing - for NO 'reason' of just trudging through some more obscure small novels..
It is the only 'remedy' to all forms of modern life ...
Coetzee Micahel K a gem i had never heard of
Some Francoise Sagan..
All i care about is my various jottings are very scrappy but simonclayton2020.com failed. It was about UNIVERSAL healthy child psychology - getting the lanyard wearing social workers / teachers / etc etc to do their JOB!
And one part of that job would have been to educate younger people that in public places like libraries please shut the fuck up out of respect to other users... so they can concentrate at the work they may have gone to the library to continue...
BUt no....
And prior to form of 'political correctness' that is in fact as good as NAzi ... well its like this that legal case was FOR all forms of disadvantaged people especially mothers in fact who the state would pick on and use for pension profits...
We knew in the 80s..90s... EXACTLY who in any community needed proper consideration of some disability that may indeed cause them to be noisy in public... and nobody was EVER mean to them.
But they were a REAL 'minority'.
Quite clearly the state of 'entitlement' that arose from late 00s did mean I am entitled to not bother even regulating MYself in a library ... (and that's the parents)
Never mind their kids...
And even suggesting to a school teacher or librarian that this is a sad state of affairs it is immediately assumed one is some kind of UKIP moron who wants to stiff upper lip them all ...
when it is for THEIR sake they actually do learn to respect other equal humans in public human spaces...
So one cannot even discuss this which is 100% Animal Farm indeed rather more Lord of The Flies...
And thus it has been impossible to for now keep up with anything online..
I intend to improve all this one day but it would be a miracle if even one of several stated (mothers) "allies", wanting lists of great books to nudge their kids into, ever follow through... or do what they say, be an equal in messaging about that and other things like REALITY of the environment
