Monday, 10 July 2023

 from the superb German woman

25 year old Theresa...


7 July - she changed my life - ok i knew before ....but talk about so beautifully summing up the magnificent genuine intelectual journey European  younger people are taken on from young... and what a fearless debater (with me she was)

unlike any equivalent Brit


I told her "your recomendations, because i trust YOU...will go up alongside Cecile's, Thomas Berhanrd's and ..." is there one other?


This site will be redesigned properly, soon....

The photos of my blue book - a list of great books and films i started for my daughter damaged  by poisonous society is the start - photod here a year ish ago..

 (and NONE of a dozen middle class smug English women over the years and 3 suposedly enlightened mature erudite men my age just as smug ...all befriended - and THINGS DONE FOR THEM - many hours spent advising many of hem on truly mindfucking family issues......they never even ask "what could i do for you" UK ONLY is atomised into mass borderline personality disorder 

The ONLY (semi) 'intelectual i follow - with reservations as even SHE breaks 50 year long known RULES - you do NOT make personal comments about the physical appearance someone is born with unless it is a private joke among friends...

 (her talk about 3 months ago she refering to Bankman-Fried as looking gross.... and she repeated that childish bitch behaviour ref someone alse a few weeks later.)

within this ok discussion is the definition of mass BPD - however sexist in that for years i have part time done 'social work' with both sexes - including a LOT of community support face to face unmaskled with plenty of people in a real fuck up from spring 2020... and as of about7 years ago 75% of men i deal with deeply at length, including ALL my Uk frinds have exactly the same BPD behaviours - they hide them a little better but same nett effect 

https://www.theunspeakablepodcast.com/podcast/episode/ffb0d83e/do-you-have-what-it-takes-to-be-polyamorous-diana-fleischman-on-sex-jealousy-emotional-discipline-and-why-we-behave-the-way-we-do

 (and i have a recorded chronicle of every word for 10 years up to last December when one woman  - a real intelecual, a Serb, at least spoke some truth -as i knew some years  UK society a hall of cracked mirrors you all try and check you three faces for eternal youth, but i am afraid time is up..... you created a society of selfish mini monsters, only interested in their own appetite for... self pity, attention, confected hurt,  and then all those more tangible  'addictions' ... and thats just the middle aged (ALL cause affect is in Affluenza)

objective: lass ruined by UK education despite her MA  - as the fabulous German puts into relief.. nudge guide into some better literature and film...

It starts with he blue book photod - maybe first 'post' - bottom right hand corner 'older posts'

NOT a blog just a cheap way of having a permanent free webpage or two..or ten...

will be mapped out soon

my laptop and external keyboards all worn out .... new one soon..

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Anyway the German....NOW i have a reason to really get to work on this.


Soon.... dad somewhat busy against all odds trying to be dad



But now..... his - the list... (i have discussed with quite a few the last wonderfully sublime few weeks...)
begins.