lovely 'figurative' word.
Except it also has a story
behind it as good as Homer meets Kushner, and I win...
ish...
I hate seeming like i have
scatterbrainitis.
BUt a month or more ago after
last ever two 'causes' - environmental, yet again due utterly two faced
absurd communication. i.e. lies...
people pleasing. It's an 'illness'
... i knew fait accompli is the only always best thing; Accept all had two
faces, or three. And thus it is the kairos..(Ecclesiastes 3 in one word) and
gradually i have elegantly disconnected from everyone....except one - she
deserves a book written about her. It's weird...
And i shall not get the
promised wages. But the experience - to LIVE within her mad world, is worth it
as material.
Good for me.... leftovers will
soon recommence - many spaces to fill in, and even some new art house movies
from the floating lady - wow!
BUt when i say " i have
got rid of 90% of contacts in phone/ backed up in address book... " it is
a real end of era. Only hope now...Franscesca (todays wonderful ‘find’ on the
bus) concurs... she fab her dad gave a Reith lecture!
Accept no hope. Only passing on
real deep literature and art to the next generation, has any chance of fixing
what an utter dumbed down mess we are in...
Me i am always just fine. But i
disconnect with grace and elegancy....
And now have
